Sibblings

When you are younger siblings are awesome. Someone to have around at all times, for and inpromtu sleepover, or someone to play with always. I have two sisters one older and one younger. My older sister and I have had about the same relationship as long as I can remember. It is the kind of relationship that you deal with each other when need be but don't go out of your way to see or do something for them. My little sister on the other hand has been my best friend my whole life until the past year or so. We shared a room and had the same friends growing up, it was great. Even as we got older we lived together for a couple years. Then she moved about 4 hrs away. All the while we would call each other everyday and she would come visit or me there at least once a month or so. Then she meet her now husband. I know where you think this is going, but nope he didn't change much he mostly just added to the fun! As she and her husband came around and we there, my children and I. It became apparent that we as a family worked well together. Then my older sister who has been away with the Army for years now decides it is time to move home. Awesome maybe I can work on building a relationship with her. Yep this is it. When she first moves here the Army wont bring her stuff for a week or so, so I send an air bed sheets pillows stuff she may need. She gladly excepts. Then her stuff arrives and it is her and her 9 month old son to unpack, again I with a 4 yr old and a 2 month old pack up and go to help yet again and she again gladly excepts.Then a month or so latter i have to move no help comes my way at all, don't get me wrong there have been way more incidents then just this in that first year she was here. I came to understand that help only comes from her when she feels it is warranted from her end and is convince for her. Well here is the sad part apparently since she has been gone my little sister decided to try and build a relationship too, good for her, but it worked. Now my sisters are best friends and I am left out, never called no one has come to visit me or my children in a YEAR  I have to go to them. My younger sister called a few nights ago and says "what are you doing on Sunday?" I get so excited someone is coming to see me and my kids to spend time and go on walks and what nots. Well the next day I call her for some reason and say something about hanging out at my house just to find out she wants me to go to her yet again at my older sisters house. So at this point I am about to say SCREW ALL OF YA. I had made planes with her to come and go to the Y with me on Monday morning and she said it would be fun. Yet I still have to go to her 40 miles away just to comeback home. I just don't get some people and I am very hurt for me as well as my boys, who love their aunt and uncle but they never call or come see. OK my rant is over sorry.

This is my first day opening this blog, and this first post will simply show me how it works, as well as let you readers. Ha Ha like I have any, learn a little about me in the process. So Here go's Nothing World Look out.

My name is Amber I am a single mom who stays at home, with my 2 very handsome boys. There is W he is 5 Years old, a Dec 06' baby. Then there is G he is 16 mon. as of today, he is a Nov 10' baby. 

OK now i am sure most of you if not all are wondering how i am a stay at home mom, as well as single. I am a student right now with all of my class's online. I worked at a Nursing Home before.

We live in rule Nebraska, and love it!!! I moved up here from Kansas in June of 10'.  We are just now almost two years latter getting to know some people around here.

I Co-Head a Local Play Group with, well about the best friend I have around here, and am a full time student Major Nursing Minor Early Childhood Ed. Right now being my first time back to school in 10 years I am doing it all online.  So I could be at home with my boys for a little while as well.

Well going to post this and see how it turns out. The Pic is old so sorry but had to fig out how this all works.